move into a new apartment in a wonderful new city of my choosing

for a new apartment in the city that I’m in now, which is not the city of my choosing. I CHOOSE Vancouver, my “hometown” but right now I’m on a little island in the Philippines trying to set-up a career. I wonder if it’s even worth it knowing where I really want to be? Everything that I do should be trying to get me back to where I want to be, but there is no escaping my present reality for who knows how long at this point. I worry that if I settle for this here, or start making concessions, it will delay my return…

patience patience…i can’t see this happening any time soon…but surely it is not an impossibility.

I used to have an apartment in Vancouver, BC about 10 years ago. I was the first person ever to live in it. It had floor to ceiling windows, a sunroom, sisal carpeting, a fireplace, a stainless steel kitchen with a gas stove and a glass bar that wrapped around the kitchen counter. I had such a blast getting it together. I’ve been on the move lately and feeling very “homeless”. My next home will be full of light and interesting corners to turn into. It will be a place where the people I appreciate will be invited to relax, be nurtured, feel at peace. With the occasional good party thrown in…let’s celebrate!