Estelline I can't form a single lucid thought.
According to my psychiatrist, the APA, and the fucking DSM-IV I am fucking CRAZY!! Needed to be handled carefully, or else I will go lunatic- give me padded walls- psycho! Now what the fuck does that mean? So now, I have spend sooooo much of my life trying to be normal. Trying to act like how people are ‘suposed’ to act. I feel like a caged animal. I think I can lose my mind easier like this than any other way. I wanna cry and scream becuase I’m so used to hiding and putting it all in that I don’t…want…to be…crazy facade. It’s so fucked up. And now, I just want to go crazy! I want to scream and yell and poke a big fat stick to people who look at me weirdly and say ‘i think you’re crazy’. BECUASE I AM! OKAY??? now go away and let me be FREEEEE! I’m sick of pretending and holding it all in. I need to go crazy.
Oct 05, 2008, 07:12AM PDT | 1 comment
however i was born kinda krazy so i guess i got it easy! anyhow, i thinik everyone has got a little bit of krazyness in them, they just don’t know how to unleash it! trust me, when you do, you will have the time of your life. i promise! and, i can almost guarantee that you will stop caring what others think of you as well.
Dec 04, 2007, 05:15AM PST | 0 comments
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p.s Ketrino you seem to be a mirror of me
we seem to be alike :D
Nov 26, 2007, 02:41AM PST | 1 comment
I went crazy more than once- and I am glad I did because it taught me how Not to go crazy again!
Even went to the looney bin- more than once..Boy there are real crazy people out there, not a place you would ever want to go unless your writing a book or movie or something.
It really is alot like the movie “One flew over the cuckoos nest with Jack Nicholson”. Going crazy actually teaches you how to be sane..funny thing to say but it is true.
Oct 04, 2007, 03:57PM PDT | 0 comments
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SEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i crazy
Mar 30, 2007, 01:30AM PDT | 0 comments
Cal is looking forward with joy and apprehension.
it is best to have a civil service job first. That is what I did, and when it became obvious that I was bonkers, the state took responsibility for it. I get a nice pension every month for being crazy. In fact I, for the life of me, don’t understand why anyone would go crazy for free. Why that is just nuts!
Dec 27, 2006, 07:35PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
#1 Asshole is going to hell. He'll send you a postcard.
In all honesty, I don’t see how any of you can go without clicking “I’ve done this.” It’s sooooo easy!!! I’ve done it several times. For those of you who can’t muster up the insanity, I’ll leave you these tips and these tips only!
1. stop thinking
2. go to the D.M.V.
4. vote
9. play chicken with a brick wall
7. watch television whenever you’re not busy
and finally…
1/2. read my entries
Aug 08, 2006, 06:15PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Well I’ve always been a bit crazy in life. But I got too serious (humm, maybe not) when I was with my ex. Well after this long long term relationship was over, I needed to go crazy again.
Well last night was really cool. Party with friends, and I went crazy hitting on chicks, drinking, even got kicked out of a bar LOL. Wasn’t a big deal.. kind of a joke, that the security, the most intelligent person there naturally, did not understand. But it was lot’s of fun to come back to my normal again!!!
Feb 15, 2006, 12:27AM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Jan 14, 2006, 12:12PM PST | 0 comments
I’ve heard that its a very nice place to go, I might just visit one day. If my life keeps going the way it has been I’ll have my itenerary for the trip in no time.
Jan 07, 2006, 11:16PM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
