Confused Love?

Well it turns out that Mason like me!!! awwww i feel so loved! Well I saw him coming to me and my friends hang out at lunch and I ran away. Coward I know. Well Mason tells my friends that He like me and that he wants to get to know me <3!!! He came over to our hang out, hopefuly to talk to me, but I was gone gone gone. ): I screwed up. So I guess I acomplished my goal in wanting Mason to like me. My new goal I guess Is to have him hold me in his arms. (: <3

Well lots of new things happened today. I found out that Mason likes me. I’ve been a nervous breakdown freako. I dont know what to do. I like Mason and all but I dont really even know how to be a girlfriend

Well I went and watched a movie with my friends, Lizy and Ricky. When we were leaving, Lizy was talking how she hates this one girl named Jessica beacuse Jess is using this guy named Mason (guy I used to like) to go to the prom, and mason thinks hes going to get with her. But she said no way. Mason didnt know this so Ricky called Mason while we were leaving the theater. He told him about Jessica and some other stuff. Then Ricky said,”But hey, I know this one girl who is very pretty and has the greatest personality, her name is Nicole.” I was like oh hell no, he just did not say my name? I lunged toward Ricky, ready to chuck the phone in the air. Lizy held me back and covered my mouth from yelling out. I tried everything to escape, biting her fingers but ended up biting down on my lip hard. While I was trying to fight off Lizy, Ricky is saying,” Dude you should totally go for her, she pretty and I know she likes you. You should give her a chance, you guys would be prefect for each other.” I was majorly pissed off. Ricky hung up, I was ready to just attack this kid when Lizy let me go. But I didnt, I not the violent kind, unless you really really piss me off. Liz and Ricky tried to convince me on why I should try to go out with Mason, at least give it a try. Ricky and Liz are going,” Nicole it Mason we are talking about, MASON! You know that he is such the coolest and sweetest guy.” Which was true. That was the reason I fell for Mason in the first place, but that was such a while ago, I was over him. They kept on talking and talking to me. Ricky also said something like how Mason actually liked me once, but didnt want to admit it. Hearing this kinda made me feel different. I was like great! I am not having feelings for Mason alllll over again. Weekend feels like its taking forever. I dont want to go to school cause I dont want to see Mason, but some part of me wants to. Me and Mason wouldnt work, I wouldnt kiss because I never really kissed, or knew how to, I wouldnt know how to act like a girlfriend, I would probably be shy, and not knowing how to act like a person hes going to want to be with. Some one that he really WILL like. So I am stumped on what to do. My goal I guess Is to confront Mason, or get lessons on how to be a prefect girlfriend. And I kind of need some Help here so please comment me. Other thing that would be hard it that, Im not even aloud to date ):