Kill my mom

God… I don’t even know where to start. The beginning should suffice. I was born in 1991 and my parents got divorced on the 1st of May 1997. My father is a retired lawyer and my mother is an unemployed piece of shit, much like Debbie Mathers, Marshall “Eminem” Mathers mom.

I lived with my mom after the divorce till I turned 9, In 2000. For my birthday that year my dad bought me a computer, a really nice one, a Pentium 3 600mhz processor, 10 gb hdd, 128mb ram, 32mb video card, cool games, the works, everything. I really appreciated it… My mom didn’t have a lot of money, because she is/was a fucking alcoholic. On the weekend of the 15th of November 2000, Two weeks after my birthday, I went to visit my dad. I told him I want to move in with him, He was sceptical, I mean he was living the ultimate life, Money, fucking smoking girlfriend, cars, parties etc… Now he would be saddled down by a child… He told me its no problem, Which showed me how much he actually cared.

The Sunday night my dad took me to my mother’s house to tell her and get my things, My mother didn’t accept this, She was in a court battle with my father for extended maintainence for my brother and I. She told me to “Get out of the fucking car or I will kill your father”, I refused. She flinged the door open, dragged me out of the car on asphalt, I was scratched mad. That night I cried for my dad, eventually my mother told me to call my father so he could come fetch me.

I didn’t see my mother till christmas after I left.

She moved to another city in 2001 and started a new life, Taking my brother with her. We were distant, seeing each other twice a year for a long time.

In October 2004 I went to stay by my mother after my dad was in a destructive on-off relationship with a woman I call my stepmother today. Things didn’t go well at my mom’s. Constant fighting escalated into her stabbing me with a knife in my forearm.

I moved back to my dad in July 2005. I was in the 8th grade then. I think my mother threw me away that day. We constantly fought over the phone, calling me a fuckup, a mistake, an accident.

In 2007 I started homeschooling. Things between my mother and I seemed to be getting better. We were talking more often and I went to visit her for longer periods.

Fuck this… I don’t even feel like typing about this bitch any longer

All she does is criticize everything I do and makes simple things into something huge. Let’s say I want to wash my hands after touching something or smell to see if something is fresh. She makes it out like I’m some huge germaphobe. Then she gets on me about being on the computer. For some reason she has this old fashioned state of mind that tells her that all computers drain more power than TVs. it’s probably because we’ve never had a computer like a normal family so she thinks they’re energy guzzlers or something. It’s fucking stupid. Then she calls me names like heartless and cruel and shit. She also likes to talk about my dad and how he abused her yet she sticks up for her loser brothers and cousins who didn’t do shit for her when that happened. I was a fucking kid, I didn’t know what to do. She should’ve gotten a retraining order and some help from her family who she loves so much. Last but not least she’s a total bitch when she drinks, which is all the time. Mean ugly hateful BITCH!!! Sometimes I just want to wail on her dumbass face! I hate that drowning voice and that stupid frown she makes when she’s drunk. She constantly threatens to call the police even though all I did was talk back to her. I pay most of the bills dammit! I have to sleep in the room that the inspectors say is a utility closet so you know it’s small as hell. Can’t switch to the bigger room. I swear I’m probably going to kill her soon.

she humiliates me all the time, I want to grab that cunts throat and slit it into bits and pieces. Fucking. Slit. Her. Throat.

i so hate that fucking bitch..right at this very moment she’s totally fucking pissing me off..always up screaming in my fucking face and she took the key for my room and always keeps buttin in and leving the door right open..she doesnt even love me and i no that for a Fact..she treats my brothers and sisters..(who are 100% worse than i am,) like angels and gives them money and every thing..but me, she doesnt give me Shit…yesterday my sister took some stuf tht belonged to me (and i no that she did) and when i told my mom about it she said that tht wasnt her problem and she doesnt give a shit and i no that she doesnt care but she could at least ACT like she fucking does ..she treats me like im her dog..just cant wait to graduate get out of this fucking house and b on my own..wth a whole new life and forget about ALL these fucking people living here..and when she see’s me in 10 years and she says” darling, how r u, im sorry for how i treated u, i need some money” i’ll say ” oh yh? do u? hahaha..look whose broke Now..well Fuck u Bitch..and while ure fucking urself u cant take that Same hand and shove it up ur whoring ass>> nasty bitch:@

My mom is a fucking bitch, for example she can be really fucking cool like today she bought me shit for school and took me out to eat.
But when we get home she just starts bitching about every fucking little thing and then she gets so fucking upset and threatens to take everything we bought back, just because I was upset about me getting the wrong extensions which I cannot take back to the store.
Whatthefuck ? So then im complaining to myself about it and she comes over and starts SCREAMING at me and calling me very hurtful names, just because I was upset IN MY ROOM not BEING LOUD WHAT SO EVER, talking to myself on why I bought the wrong ones.
My mom is such a fucking cunt, this been going on since lastyear, im so fed the fuck up with it, im ready to slit her fucking throat while she’s asleep.
fml

-JAESTHETIC.
totheend.

i hate my mom she is like nice when like no one is around but when like everyone is around she is such a bitch she prefer both my sister and bro but when i comes to me I’m annoying i do better in school and way smarter then them also my sis got pregnant and my bro does smoke and she likes them better i never get in trouble they do and she still likes them better and like she thinks she knows more then me and she really doesn’t and that fucking pisses me off and its very annoying. and when my bro or sis ask something she like does it she stops what she does and helps them but when i wasn’t something she is like u never do anything blah blah blah ahhh its sooo annoying and she always keeps secrets from me and when i ask something she is like ahhh none of your business blah blah and she gets mad 4 no reason at Me ah but i do have a very dirt secret on her i cant say tho its way to private ahhh its so annoying but she doesnt deserve to die

I am so beyond hate when it comes to her. She accuses me of sleeping with my father, cries about it, tells the whole family about it, then nibbles on his ear in the evening. The whole time she’s treating me like shit. But it’s ok as long as she gets a dick in her cunt…the same dick she thought was fucking me…basically molesting. She’s an evil bitch and needs to die.

EVERY DAY WHEN I GET HOME FROM SCHOLL SHE BEATS THE FUCK OUT OF ME AND MY BRO. AND EVERY TIME I GO TO BED SHE SLAPS ME GOOD NIGHT. THE HURT INSIDE IS FADING THIS SHIT HAS GONE WAY TO FAR NOW SHE DESERVS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SUCK MY BALLS MOM

I want to kill my mom so badly…. She kept thinking that she’s smarter than I am and whenever I understands and knows something better then her, I try to explain it her, but once she doesn’t even understand a word I’m talking about she gives me a weird look like if she’s thinking I’m really weird. And She gets frustrated and a bit angry a lot at me. I always gets angry at her for whatever reasons she had for being angry at me to begin with…. She even told the family doctor that I’m the one who always gets angry even though she’s the one who get’s angry in the first place. It’s like she has the personality of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.. Even my older sister believes that she acts very strange like that as well.. She’s been like that for the past several years…. I much rather not kill her, but if she kept forcing this on me, then I will kill her, considering that she get’s on my nerves so much and for so long that she deserves to die!!!

There’s so much moms out there that doesn’t even deserve to be alive or even be taking care of us. A lot of them should deserve to be in a mental institution or something…. Even though there’s probably not enough room and resources to put them all in there, but I think these moms should just be shoved in there until they get some help, one by one….

i hate her a lot a very very lot she’s inestable in the morning says that she hates me and in afternoon hug me and kiss me and in the night she said that i’m her’s worst mistake shes fuckn crazyyy