become less emotional

every so often someone will say something, even something really little, and it’ll just push me over the edge. i’m an only child so i’m used to working things out on my own but.. at the age of 17 it’s not the best thing to have a habit of throwing mini-tantrums. hmm.

My mom was fussing at me the other day. Really REALLY fussing at me. Usually I would start crying because of that but this time I realized that it wasn’t going to accomplish anything. She never cries for me when she upsets me so why should I cry for her? 2 goals in one! >.<)

Krys

No kidding. But I cry because it makes me feel better and it keeps me from saying harsh words to whoever made me cry in the first place. But I need to stop that because my other goal is to never cry for someone who would not cry for me.

Krys ^~

I always torture myself about something. It’s so easy to make me cry! I’m so weak. Smallest things make me depressed and upset. I want to be one of these people who care for nothing!