Learn to be myself

I have tried it many times – to keep true to myself. I might have tried it in wrong ways, or maybe it is too complicated a goal to achieve and not regress…

It is not only about seeing things with your own eyes, listenting to your own opinion, doing things your way – this has more serious results, whether it is your behaviour, or relations, or way of life. I underestimated the influence, and that was the reason for failure. I did not think ahead, and was not ready for being ‘denied’ (even though I did not value relations I lost, it is always painful to realize you are not welcome any more, even if you have always despised the person). I should have been ready to change my communication circle and I should have been ready for a vacuum period. I should have been ready for being lonely. But with a light heart. With dignity.

I wonder if it could be just cowardice. Not to be myself. It could.

so i just typed this in without seeing if anyone else had the same goal and so good luck all you other 17 people. i think we all know how tough it is but the fact that we’re trying is saying something.