be more self-disciplined

Lately, I’ve been living my life worthlessly. I party, and the next morning, can’t help but feel guilty and worthless with my head pounding from recovering the hangover and dehydration. Knowing that I would overspend, but I impulsively overspent on drinking and clubbing. I need to change this habit, because it lately starts to affect my healthy living.

eliminate procrastination, spend more time studying, spend more time programming.

My ipod does not help in achieving this goal

Wow, I can’t even begin to tell you how much I struggle with this daily. If I could just make myself do or not do certain things, that would be fantastic! But….that’s just not the reality of the situation at this point. God…..I need your guidance on this matter.

I actually studied and reviewed all my notes instead of just doing the work one fragment after another never reflecting. It really all comes together that way and has more sense to it.

When I was at school I was so much fitter. I’ve out on weight recently since being at uni and just haven’t felt like I’ve had the time to exercise. Well, that’s what I tell myself. But I need to make time. I’m going to join the gym tomorrow when I get back to London and hopefully go three times a week.