overcome my mental illness

I have a number of mental diseases and personality disorders, and none of them can be diagnosed. I can’t live with all of that pressure anymore. But I still do. I’ve taken a bunch of anti-depressants, and sleep pills. Nothing ever worked. I’ve done therapy, I’ve been on the psychiatry floor twice. I see a psychiatrist once every 4 months… he’s busy… it’s just small talk every time.
I might be Borderline, manic-depressive, something else, all these answers, I wish I knew… and still, knowing probably wouldn’t change much. The only sure thing is, I’m different. I’ll be different forever.

I have Depression, Bi Polar II, PTSD, general Anxiety, and ED-NOS. I’m officially off my meds and have my doctors approval (I do take my Anxiety pill as needed, but that is rare). I’m doing better, but if it gets worse I will try different medication, as those were not helping me.

I have a mental illness that results in uncontrollable hair-pulling, often to the point of baldness.

I’d love to overcome these urges, and also educate people about the illness.

I rarely, if ever, hear or read of people who have it.