be more rational

I act without thinking far too often, and I have hurt a lot of people this way. I need to think before I speak.

I feel I am too emotional and easily hurt by others’ words or actions. I want myself to be rational and stronger, not deterred by any difficulty and confused by any problem in the way.

once big thing comes , we could hold our breath and deal with it well.

He was away for two days, and he’ll come next week. It lifts off some of the usual stress, but I am affraid a little, that he won’t be satisfied, when he comes back. But I am not mule, and I try my best. But now I am relaxed, and do not really care about it.

Well, that is not that easy. I have so much “beliefs” about myself, and I do have my limits. So I have to be more aware of these, and than convince myself, that these are just imaginary and not real limits. Hey, it sounds pretty good, but I have to take action of course.

And I want to stop worrying about everything…