make my life count

It depends on your definition of this goal and how much you think a life can really count, but I think I’ve made it count fairly well so far. I’ve left my mark on alot of people, be it good or bad. When I think about this goal I just put it in terms of ‘if I died tomorrow…’ and I can honestly say if I died tomorrow it’d be affecting quite a few peoples lives. I don’t know if that’s what making your life count means or not, but that’s how I took it.

I mean, if you can make just ones persons life a little bit better doesn’t that make your own life count for something?

I want to leave behind something that people will notice me for. I Dont want to be forgotten. I want to be remembered as a caring,loving,smart girl. I don’t want to be just another person.

I wanna make it count, but sometimes i just wanna give up and say fuck it. I think to myself, who the fuck cares anyways, just do whatever you want. Still i can’t help but feel the need to be perfect around those who expect alot of me. Once i start something i can never change my ways of doing it. And i can never go back.

Not alot of ppl think aboot how short life is. Soo if ur life is short, make it count!!!!!! :)