when I first joined here. I had such simple expectations of that goal. “If I could go back in time..I would read more, love more, dream more.” So simple, I barely paid attention to it. Until, three weeks ago.
If I could go back in time, I would go back to three weeks ago.
I would change the events, that made me, exactly, the person I critized..the person I married.
I could say, seeing you in jail that day, with tears in your eyes, when you saw me..was more than I could endure…I could tell you, that I drive, randomly, an hour after I leave jail, just so I stop crying…..I used to say, it was just “you” that made things a mess. If I could go back in time, I would probably see, it was me too. 23 months ago