Just saw SARK read a love letter to herself. It started with “I love your emotional eating”. Hmm, this is a habit I am trying to avoid. If I said something like this, wouldn’t I just be identifying myself with a habit that isn’t the real me?
I’m imagining a real, better me underneath all the things I don’t like about me. Ugh. How to accept without condoning/reaffirming/perpetuating?? 6 months ago
Took a while to get here so happy!! :) 7 months ago
I may have been scared to accept because I didn’t know how to understand or even notice my moods first. Hmm.
Today I noticed my mood was down. I was angry and frustrated about my mood because my need for energy and meaningful progress wasn’t being met. I feel worried about noticing moods in the future because my needs for resolution and control are not being met. I am frustrated that one mood contains so many emotions; I need simplicity for action. I am frustrated that my personality needs action because I have a need for peace. I am confused whether it is nature or nurture that gives me the urge to act; either way, I am sad I can not seem to control it. 9 months ago
It’s honestly one of the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. Not wanting to be disregarded and disrespected by society, my family or anyone else who was close to me. But I just had to think that this is my life, and I am going to live happy regardless of what people say or think.
You have to think for you and what satisfies you. This isn’t just in sexuality, having this mindset of self accepting can go across many spectrum and have many dimensions.
I know you all can do it and be the best for you. :) 18 months ago