My friends think i just want the show of a wedding, but i would be happy getting married in Vegas with a call girl as the witness! lol i love the thought of marrage. the solidity. having someone to cuddle with every night, waking up to someone every morning, having a complete partner in crime! someone who will do anything for you because they know you would for them…
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I guess I’ve finally realized thatI’m not going to be getting married young like I had planned. Originally i had planned on marrying at 18…and maybe that was a little too early, but i’m 19 now and I don’t think it’s ever going to happen. At least not at the age I wanted it to happen. which is now 20, sense 18 didn’t happen and 19 is too far gone already itself. It’s not that I’m saying I no longer WANT to get married young…Should the Lord chose to bless me with a husband at 20 like I want, then I would be thrilled and jump on the oppertunity to get married! But I think that what the Lord really wants from me right now is just to surrender MY timing for my life, and trust him entirely with the timing of things in my life.
It has been a dream of mine to get married young for my whole life. My ideal age that I had set in my mind was eighteen. Alot of people…No…EVETYBODY told me I was CRAZY wanting to get married so young, but I knew better than to buy into all that hype. I have seen tons of young women like me get married that young and even younger and still make it work. Of course I am nineteen now and I know that I have to kiss that dream of being married at eighteen good0bye. Obviously I can no longer have it now can I? So now my new goal is twenty. I know that won’t happen either because I’m a horrible woman and no man in his right man would ever marry me.
our families told us it would be really really hard since i’m still in school and all, but it’s only been moderatly hard and i haven’t regreted it for a minute. if you’re ready, go for it.



