have *that* talk to my parents

I have done it tonihgt. it’s still sinking in. i feel so calm and weird.i cannot believe i talked to them. i feel like ive won the lottery or like something amazingly good and out of this world and lucky and wonderful has happened to me.but not extatic about it, just peaced. or like im the strongest person in the world.and numb, but in a peaceful way. been sitting there for 20minutes after i talked to them with nothing in my mind.nothing would come in my thoughts. my truth is real.