find a way to work through my Asperger-y-ness and Bipolar Disorder.

When I initially put this in, I thought that my geeky traits were something to shed. At least, that’s what I had been led to believe. Since that time, I’ve come to accept my idiosyncratic quirks whether or not anyone else does.

At the end of the day, I’m not harming anyone by being different, so if someone has a problem with me for being different, then the problem belongs to them.

The last time I felt halfway bad regarding Bipolar Disorder, I promised myself that I would journal the experience via my Mithridatism journal on Livejournal.

Well, I feel sucky and so I am journaling as much as I can.

Being the thickest person on the planet, it never occured to me that the illness I was going through was possibly my reaction to an increase in Lithium in my blood. I cannot type much here but suffice it to say, this sucks majorly.

This is affecting my school, my life, my writing, my everything. I just hope my hands stop shaking. Its near impossible to type, let alone write, like this. I have a school journal, Manic Mithridatism

Has anyone else had this problem? Should I be in hospital right now or is this something I can get through without going in? If you know, just Send me a message to Yahoo, ICQ, AIM, or by e-mail

If I have done nothing else, its been take my medication at a regularly prescribed time. I take 900mg of Lithium (YAY! not) and its making me more than a little sick lately.

I have to make an appointment with the new p-doc. I have not been recently.

Blah. I’m alive. That is all.