Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
I open myself to love let go of doubt/fear, and then I trust…yet find myself being told I am “so special”, “you are one in a million” “you have a kind and good heart” you are good to have sex with!!! but….then they leave saying I can not love you??? because of this because of that…what is it all about??? Dose no one want a commitment, loyality, truth????
Do I keep choosing men that renforce a deep beleif I have about myself and abandoment, that I am only good enough to ever be a friend and never a lover??? to them???
I am so confussed with what is unconditional love right now. I feel I have it in me to love unconditionally, I have shown that to myself in life and my children and my friends, so many people want the life long partner/relationship that is your best friend/lover, yet where is the commitment…why do they run away???
I will always get up and brush myself of with dignity but it dose not take away the pain in my heart.
I know True Love will never fail.
Dec 25, 04:17PM PST | 5 cheers | 6 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
Open it and read, I think it is truley beautiful not to mention if we all had a concept on love like this how the world would be so different.
Nov 23, 06:27PM PST | 3 cheers | 6 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
Love is the strogest emotion we know,
and it can literally move mountians. The desire to be with your special person can overwhelm you and override all logic or other sense of clarity.
However when I do experence true love, I want to feel it with every part of my being- yes a meaningful and enduring relationship.
I accept my deepest sexual needs and am willing to share them so a higher spiritual love can manifest in our lives and between us.
I can express my feelings freely within a relationship, and open to understanding your needs and will commit to and support you.
I have a strong but loving sense of passion- sexuality and love is important to me and being able to freely express with respect is something I need and am willing to share.
Oct 17, 02:44AM PDT | 6 cheers | 0 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
I desire to love you without clutching,
appreciate you without judging,
invite you without demanding,
leave you without guilt,
criticize you without blaming and
help you without insulting.
If I can have the same from you,
then we can truley meet….
enrich each other with life and in love.
Oct 15, 04:48AM PDT | 9 cheers | 2 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
My heart feels one thing which is warm and compassionate towards others in a very deep and sinsere way, yet I find it so hard to express into words that make sense, let alone come out like I am thinking or talking about a business arrangement….
I have this wall of protection up from past hurts and I want to break it down, so I can feel the vanurable TRUE state of love from a man, Because I do beleive that will not hurt.
I would love to love and be loved as if I have never been hurt, experance love in all ways and on all levels learn, grow and share the experance with an accepting man that understands and can forgive any little hickup’s because they are never my intention to hurt them.
My heart is warm and kind towards all human beings yet I feel so missunderstood or find it so hard to communicate and express that. Yet it should be something so natural.
Aug 05, 04:26AM PDT | 4 cheers | 3 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
To love someone deeply gives you strength, being loved by someone deeply gives you courage.
Like any other living or growing thing, love requires effort to keep it healthy and alive.
I think Love is the doorway through which the human soul passes from selfishness to service. Love is everywhere, it has no distance we only have to stop the resistance we put in front of it.
Jul 21, 04:55AM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
“If you can not love me at my worst, You do not need me at my best.”
Wow how true is this for an unconditional love statement!!!!!!
Jul 21, 01:25AM PDT | 6 cheers | 0 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
Two people brought together in unision and peace to share special times together in their lives with happiness and contentment.
Jul 11, 04:39AM PDT | 0 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
A warm heart and reliable…..to be a part of genuine intimacy.
Equal and in harmony with each other.
Jul 10, 03:34AM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments
Jillianne Blessings, Love & Joy to us all in 2010....
I just feel I would like to take the time to really get to know someone and them of course WANT to take the time to know me.
What makes you happy, how do you deal with stress, what is your favorite food, colour, music ect. What makes your heart sing….?? What beliefs do you have the list could go on and on and get deeper and deeper. It is like the 100 questions….But it would bring so much more clarity within the relationship.
I just feel I have always jumped in and not really known anything about the person befor and down the track all hell breaks lose…I want to change this pattern and create the altermate relationship.
Clear boundries built all around love.
Jul 04, 03:33AM PDT | 3 cheers | 2 comments