Looking at this past year some of the most rewarding experiences came out of working hard and stepping away from the track… but then I feel like in many ways track sort of came back to me. As if opening myself up to what the word had to offer me outside of a little track bubble brought me back to what I originally liked about track in the first place. I know if I want to continue with those pursuits ( or move on from them ) I need to be working hard and finding a good job. I need to open myself up to the opportunities that present themselves I suppose. 8 months ago

so i like to do this thing where i don’t go for what i want especiially when it comes to talking to the people i want to talk to. It doesn’t matter how much confidence I have, whether or not i’m running well…. whether they are alone or not , hell even whether or not they’ve approached me? If I am unsure of what i want from the conversation i don’t approach it. I want to change this… rather need to change this if I want to become the kind of person I envision myself being

If i am to be perfectly honest maybe its because I know exactly what I want from it but am afraid.

2 and a half years later I can see that I am opening these doors. But i need to not be afraid to step in even more. Take a chance girl! Give him your number!Say h 2 years ago