Stop being mean

I constantly am overwhelmed with certain factors in my life. When I get overwhelmed I am unpredictible and am mean to my loved ones. I don’t want my Son to think my actions are right. I am on a mission to change my bad habits because this is not about me anymore, it is about my son and family. I am trying to listen more, hold back emotional attacks, and understand why I do the things I do so I can identify situations and know how to handle things.

i tend to tell people exactly how i feel about them without thinking of their feelings, i need to stop, it is alienating me from the world, i feel like the bad guy in movies that everyone loves to hate, i even hate those bad guys.

realized that its basically anger at myself that I take out on other people

I get mean sometimes-especially when I drink a lot. I don’t know why. Selfishness?

i hav been mean to sum ppl my whole life. and im very sorry. i want to stop. its hard though for me. im a bitch…grrr

i’ve come to reealize im a mean person.and it needs to stop.
ahhh.
ima bitchhhhh.