seek enlightenment

well this is somthing that i know i naturally do. i believe in some of the higher powers and i can thank a lot of my personal insight into the feeling of the unknown, the universe,the great mystery. i know the people i bug about this i say”hippy dippy” but i know if i am questioned about my own path i merly say i am walking it with my self awarness as my objective. some ethereal help is out there to be had it you can turn your mind to the likes of somthing untangable.

i know i am watched by the crows and the totems of the ancients. i can see father then my own eyes can see. i believe and feel every node of the universe most generous hints into the pathways to go through this life with some soul and meaning. i know that i cannot do this without my faith and hope and my own self worth in a situation. i know i am my own worse enemy. nothing of this nature is each. enlightenment comes from had work and the devotion through disipline. to achieve goals i know i need disipline. to not give up everytime somthing goes wrong, or it doesnt fall into place the first time i try my luck at somthing. it took time to learn to walk and talk and ride a bike or colour within the lines. or write for that matter. change means thus. the movment toward somthing. the old withers and the new begings.

i know i cannot go anywhere in the journey with out my faith and hope and the will to be the person i want on my own terms. as much of the conflicts and strifes to come usually are of our own doing. we are bad as humans to be the bearers of own own sellf fullfilling prophicies. so i digress and learn to solve the problems that get in my way with my logic,emotion and soul..
“we have the power to make ourselves miserable or strong
it takes the same amount of energy to do both”-don yuan
guarded by the ancients

this is somthing i know is crutial to my development, i am a worldy person who is half in this world and half out of it. i have many guide from the spirit world to help me along…

i want out of the dark days of pain and defilemtn that one plagued me. i know most of it was my fault.some of it was acceptance of my power and place in the world

so im going to give my altar a dusting off and bring clean eanergy to it. awaken my crow spritits with my fan and bring in the good energy to my house and my self..also those other lil animals who are hoping for me to stop drifting and take up my full power…

I’d like to know the answer to life, the universe and everything…