love like I have never been hurt!

YES

love is the most intense feeling I have ever felt .

You know … I actually really really want this. I want to be able to experience that again and not wonder what it is going to turn out to be … and who is going to hurt me .. and if I am going to be able to handle the disappointment and heartache - Small things - another’s touch - I miss it - I truly miss it - I just don’t know how to do it.

This one may take a while. Thanks alot Jamie!!

Ok … I am seeing this dream fade further and further away -it’s sorta sad really. I wanted to - I am a romantic at heart, but the more people disappoint me … the more of a realist I become. I find myself so guarded and untrusting .. and find out—it’s all in good reason! I guess it’s more of a I still want to, that I will probably achieve goal.

I hope I am not dreaming ….... How could I possibly ever open up again?