lose flab

i WILL do this. over the next five weeks, before i go see my best girl. i want to look nice, instead of being that chick with the big boobs (and to me, at least) big belly.

I’m 10 stone five pounds right now, and i want to be nine stone.

that’s not so bad, is it?

I’m there. I’ve done it.

I’m not 100% flab free by any means, but I’m firming up and I’m finally happy with myself. I’ve done good.

Last night I caught sight of myself in the mirror and when I stretched just right, I could see my ribs.

I still have tummy flab though, that’s my biggest concern. It’s improving, slowly. It is shrinking. I will tick this one off when I’m happy with how my tummy looks.. it won’t be long now, I hope.

As of this morning I’ve surpassed my target weight. Still flabby though.. I need to tone, dammit!

42lb gone, 76584637985624785649659834lb to go.

it’s not that i’m fat…i just hate all this pudge and flab…everyone around me seems to skinny. i never ever ever cared about this until i got to college. i grew up in new orleans! where fried food is the best thing and no one cares about weight and health..life is there to enjoy, food is there to savor..and i go to college and discover a world of people obsessed with working out and looking good. i still don’t care to a degree like others, but it still nags me sometimes when i see my gut and hate wearing a bathing suit. stupid health nuts. sigh.