stop lying

I feel so bad about recent layers of lies. I am hoping I can shed this with a “solstice cleansing commitment.” Sounds new-agey, I know, but I am putting this out there as an “offering.” Basically, from this summer solstice to the winter solstice, I commit to having this aspect of myself entirely gone.

and its been weeks or even months since I last lied. I haven’t even been thinking about it. I think I eventually got rid of it by asking myself if i REALLY wanted to lie, because what would be the point?

i have too big problems just now and one is bitching about people and the other is lying ween i bitch about people i ushally get found out and then i lie and say i didnt doo it please give me ideas how to stop and help me stop

At times of trouble i find my self lieing about things thst should be truth told. If i was to get in trouble it was better off not asking me wat i did because my lie would get me into more trouble.

i made a little progress. i think so. it’s not just about lying, it’s also about communicating with others and telling them while things haven’t gotten so bad yet. my boyfriend has helped me a lot, but i’m still lying and hiding things from him. yes, it’s hard to get rid of old habits, but that’s no excuse. i love him so much. i want us to have a great relationship, so no lying, and definitely no cheating.
also, my mother is a great support to me and i have to, i want to be honest to her. our relationship has improved in the last time, i try not to lie to her. not even about small things. cause they can turn to big things. they did in the past.

I lie about small things. Unnecessary things. Big things. & everything in between. I need to stop. :(

The urge to participate in conversations leads me to even jump in saying things I don’t know about. I am an expert bullsh*tter. Really. Perhaps its all due to an underlying need of on-the-spot acceptance.
No more of this either.

First, I have to get out of this town. I need to have a new start. I’m just kind of scared I’ll get caught, I just don’t want to deal with that fear anymore.

So many small ones, consecutive, again and again.

Not much reflection. Just recording it for myself. And trying to set myself to stop.

I lie without even realizing it anymore. I try to save the feelings of the people around me, but it just gets me into more trouble. I’ve changed things around so many times that I don’t even know what the truth is anymore. I hate that I have grown so used to this nasty habit. My boyfriend is sick of hearing my multiple stories, and he has every right to be upset. I don’t want to lose him due to this stupid habit. I’ve realized that I can’t keep saving everyone else’s feelings. People want to hear the truth, not some sweetened version of it. I know what I need to do, but I need to stop and think before I say something that will get me in trouble. I need to trust myself and re-earn the trust of the people I love. I’m turning my life around right now. NO MORE LIES.