look my age

This goal isn’t just about waiting around until I look more like an adult. I want to figure out what makes me look young, and change it. I think I need to lose a little weight, and I’m already dressing a little differently. I threw out some clothes that seemed kiddie. I would like to date a guy without him worrying that he looks like a pedophile! I like older men. I don’t mean that in a creepy way, I just get along with them well and boys my age seem like children to me.

Yet I am built small and look about 16. So I have 16 year old boys flirting with me sometimes. And older men sometimes look over me like I’m jailbait. Or worse, they like me BECAUSE I look like jailbait.

shivers

I want a mature, deep, devoted real relationship. It’s harder to obtain when you look 16.

Someone told me that he assumed I was twenty three the other day at work. It made me happy.

I’m frustrated too, I’m 19 and I asked for some wine at a wedding a couple of days ago. So I was like “I’ll have some white wine please” and the waitress was like “I believe you are under age” I was mad and said “no I’m 19” the woman was rude because after I said that, she looked like she didn’t believe me and poured a little bit into my glass, not even half full.. but then to top it off the woman accross the table said that I had a young face so it would take a while for people to think i’m legal. I want to look older and now!

i am sure i will regret this one some day, but i am sick of people knocking on my door and asking if my mommy is home, when i could have a high-schooler myself.

of being carded for R rated movies when I’m more than a year into legal age to buy alcohol. That’s suggesting that I look 16 or younger. I’m 22. It’s just annoying. It would be nice if I could stay looking 3-5 years younger than my age once I’m old, but for now..it’s just irritating.

I really shouldn’t be annoyed about this, but it’s just so frustrating now.

This is one of those sit back and wait for it goals. Mmmm passive.