Love for love… not for convenience, or money, or any other reason other than pure simple love

..haha… but seriously… I just feel like every guy I’ve ever been with I’ve done so for all the wrong reasons. Whether it was because they’d buy me lots of stuff and take me to nice places.. or it was just that they were in the right place at the right time and it was convenient… Or it was simply just better than nothing… I don’t know if it’s because I’ve always been too lazy or selfish to really put any effort into it or if it’s more so that I’m too afraid to get my heart broken… whatever the reasons were in the past all I want now is to love for the right ones and to do so with all my heart :)