Become a mom

I want to be able to have kids and raise them up knowing Jesus Christ. It would be great to have a godly family and leave a godly legacy.

So I’m wondering if the new pup we adopted a couple of weeks ago counts for anything? LOL….I actually got two Mother’s day cards from friends because of the little furball…..but seeing as I didn’t birth him…. Although as we go through the training phase I’m thinking 20 hours of arduous labor may be easier…......
Anyway…..just the ramblings of an over tired new doggy mamma….lol

My babyboy was born on the 15th of February.. it’s indeed worth the long wait.. I’ve been so busy and so tired as he wakes up every few hours.. Anyhow, we are sooooo happy and really can’t wait to see him grow up!!

Im still enjoying my youth, but something I look forward to in the future is being a mom. I would be an amazing mom.

It’s a mixed feelings between exciting and feeling nervous… we still couldn’t find the name that we both like it at the same time for our baby yet.. We also got some more baby shoppings to do also.. I still go to work as usual.. it seems tons of things to do, and time is soooo approaching already.. anyway, we will get through this smoothly.. hopefully :-)

While this is something that I do want to accomplish, I’m glad that it hasn’t happended yet I’m still to selfish to be a good mom. My college lifestyle isn’t good for raising a kid.

They were right. For better and worse (well, the worse is mostly physical) I am completely changed by the experience. Do I miss being childless sometimes? Better believe it!! Would I go back to being childless? Not in a million years.

We finally know the baby gender! :-) Just bought some kind of equipment that we can talk to the baby… the feeling is very nice when you talked to the baby and then can feel baby kicking and reacted to what we talked.. :)

No morning sickness now, but still cannot eat much and the weight is almost the same. Only 1 kg increased.. Anyway, we can’t wait for the next ultrasound end of this month.. baby will be 3 months by that time then…

Next thing that will happen after 3 months, my boss will start to ask me to travel overseas to visit the customers once again.. I really hate to do that now… must seriously think about the future what I really want to do… I always want to do my own business, but that was only a plan till now..

Had second ultrasound last Sat..(28 Jul) and we saw our little baby actually moving.. heart beating is great.. the head, the arms and the legs already grow.. so.. next doc. appointment, we will have to wait till another month to see further progress…