spend more time writing about the things I think about

i think. a lot. and sometimes i forget about what i’ve gone over, revelations i’ve had, things i want to do, and a whole slew of other things i really should remember.

i think a lot
i wanna write it down, im not sure yet.. :)

exemplata gratia:

• Frank DeFord
• Bob Costas
• Keith Olbermann

i keep coming across sport-writers/journalists that are thoughtful, intelligent, articulate, and incredibly insightful to world / political dynamics….so much so that i wonder what it is about that background / training that hones such savvy minds. Becasue (not being a sports fan), it seems counter-intuitive: how demanding can reading game scores be ??

But its occurred often enough that respect those with a sports reporting background more than most network “reporters” (using the term loosely, in these days of high- level hyperbole and sensationalism…)

~major h’mmmm

(how suckered into the Drug Co Proproganda have we Become ??)

I’ve started writing more in my livejournal about the things I think about, but I’m still not satisfied with this goal. I feel like I don’t want people to know a lot of the things I think about, but at the same time, I feel like writing private entries kind of defeats the whole purpose of writing in a livejournal… and then I feel like it takes a lot of effort to write so much about something and not have someone else read it.

Nonetheless, I have been writing private entries, but (as you can see) it makes me complain, haha.

i have an old beaten spiral i write in sometimes. i’m trying to write in it more instead of botteling up what i think.
i think it’s a good way to relax and calm down so i don’t go crazy on somebody.

i bought a jumbo journal at wal-mart.
i’ve been putting my favorite quotes/lists etc. in it.
and in doing so, thinking more about life & what i want out of it…posting to my blogger, etc.

...and why the west has such a problem with one and not the other…

”....and underdevelops one’s personality”

I consider myself a writer and I think a lot a lot, but I can’t bring myself to write the things I think. I write stories and begin books and peoms and anything else, but I peer into my journal and it’s a lot less meaningful than any short story I’ve ever writen. How can a writer be a writer when she won’t write about her own thoughts?