go to an audition

i have been wanting to go to an acting and modeling audition for quite some time now, but i have a complex about how my moods change.
it gets hard. if i dont feel prepared enough or im not excited about it then i get depressed and wont go. there is an audition at disney coming up and i really want to go but there are other things holding me back. like the fact that i will have to relocate about 3 hours from any of my faimly and friends, and im not sure if my mom supports me.

gone for a music, dance and acting audition in my younger days. trouble is I only know how to sing >,< lol…at least it was an eye opening experience, seen so many people with talents and passions…