I want to run away for good. So that no one will ever find me. Im talkin suicide note, going ten hours away, fake name and all that, so that the police dont come looking.
I’ve been thinking about doing this for a long time, my parents hate each other and my dads an alcoholic and my mom keeps have kids with different guys… I was fine, making it through day by day. But then my boyfriend killed himself, in front of me. And three days ago my best friend was killed in a car accident. I have NO ONE. My sisters are loving, but i could live without them. My problem is, im 14. I look 18 though, so i could use it to my advantage. But im serious about this, and if im going to do it then i need a flawless plan that wont get me caught… Help?
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I Got Family Problems And Get Bullied At Home , i Wanna Run Away But Will Have No-one Or Nothing I Need Help . . . What Should I Do?
I’ve wanted to do this for some time now. My home life is terrible,and I’m not wanted here at all. I would like to go live at my father’s, but my mother won’t allow that, no matter what happens. So I’ve been thinking about this for a while, and during the whole time, things have only been getting worse. I’m not making any sudden decisions, I’m going to continue to think about this, because, honestly, I’m scared what will happen.
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i have been in massive depression since past 14 months.doctors call it chronic clinical depression.The onset of this illnes was due to my past medical records which were pretty similar.All this has very adversely affected my studies and i have been failing in my exams for the past 2 years.
My parents dont understand it and they want me to pursue with my studies which requires concenteration that is beyond my scope.Unfortunately medicines are of no real use either since no concrete results are obtained.
Being in depression, i have commited many sinful acts,the guilt of which is beyond my handling.i do not have courage to commit suicide neither can i face my family every day.
At my age, one ought to be at least seif dependent,if not successful for surely 25 years is long time! :-(
i am planning to under take this drastic step as i do not have courage to face this untoward situation.Amazing is the irony of life! once i was a brilliant student who stood first in his school but unfortuunately failed when it mattered most in life.!!
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I’m 14 and I have to run away. I’ve been researching online the best way to runaway. I don’t want to leave forever, just for a while. I have an aunt, but she’s not really my aunt she was my mom’s best friend before my mom passed away. She’s helped me alot and I’ve talked to her more than twice about running away. I only have $20 and I can’t drive. I need someone to come with me, anyone is south florida please contact me ! My friends are too scared to go with me. I’ve gone through alot and I’m really tired of it. Can anyone come with me? Or give me some tips? My email is angieeeelovex3@yahoo.com
Email me and I’ll give you my number .
I am 43 female married to a control person and I work now for rent.
Now I feel like there must be somthing better out there then this,
life.
I am full of pain not wanting to do much but sleep and do not want,
to wake up.
Im going for a sergery soon I hope that while under the lord will,
take me because I have no who truly cares the husbands says he does,
but yet forces me to work more.
The goverment does not want to help me out on disablity because I my
husband makes to mush but in the mean time I am destorying my body,
working what kind of justice is this they are making me go back to the controled husband.
Please if there is a true god please come and get me I am tired of suffering. Your angel Annette
So, I’m going with about 5 friends in 5 months to run away. We have 2 racing go karts and possibly 2 dirt bikes. We are putting all money earned between now and then into a pool. Someone brings nothing but first aid supplies. We have someone who will bring us shotguns, a revolver, and some ammunition. We are gonna be staying in the mountains. Possibly go somewhere else after hiding their for about a month. Oh, most of the people know how to hunt, gut, and cook stuff, too.
I feel like i need 2 run away from all my problems at home i dont know wat to do i nearly drove my self to suicied.any help ? :( even though running away isnt the opssion what is
I’m a really stupid bastard. Basically, I’m 20 years old, had a great childhood with a fantastic family. But I’ve had bouts of depression before – except this time I’ve done something really stupid.
I come from a religious background – I won’t say what religion. I’ve always found that tough – all this shit you can’t do, for no apparent reason. The one thing I always found really difficult was that I wasn’t allowed to have a girlfriend. So, I go off to uni, away from home, and to cut a long story short, I lost my virginity last night. To a prostitute. I used a condom and everything, but I’m pretty sure I’ve contracted an std. I’m going to get it tested out tomorrow. But if I test positive (and I’m pretty sure I will, then I’ve just fucked up the rest of my life. I’m never going to get a girlfriend now (I wouldn’t do that to anyone, if I’ve got a disease, I’m not going to infect someone else), and my family is religious. It will break their hearts. I could just not tell them, but what’s my Mum going to think when I refuse to kiss her anymore? (You can get an std from just a normal kiss, I think)
I’m going to wait for the results of the test before I run. I’ve got around £800. I’ve got £20,000 in another bank account, but it’s a building society and my parents have all the account information. I don’t know where to go. Britain’s not like America, this is the fucking CCTV country, you can get tracked down everywhere. I need to start a new life. I love my family, but this is why I need to do this – I’m selfish, I know, but I just can’t face them – I’m too ashamed. I’d commit suicide if I had the guts, but I don’t.
Anyway, good luck to everyone else here – just don’t make the same mistake I did. Funny, at University a lot of people think I’m smart. And I turned out to be the stupidest bastard of all.







