hi my name caroline im 17 and i live in australia..I HATE MY LIFE so much i feel like committing suicide but never go through with it as i dont want to feel pain when i die, and i have ambitions that i want to achieve which my parents and friends didnt know about..untill recently …and now my life just keeps getting worse… i only told one of my friends as i thought i could trust her and thought she wouldnt tell anyone cos im really embarassed…i dont know why though i think its just because no one wold expect me to be able to do what i wanna do in life and i am “ugly and lazy” – quote from my mum behind my back. thanks mum btw. and anyway my friend made up these rumours about me how i was slitting my wrists because i didnt get into choir cos i wanna be a singer and made me look pathetic and preety much everyone ignored me and thought i was depressed. and when i confronted her she lied about it FAR OUT I HATE LIARSSS!!! the truth is sometimes i jsut dont have anyhting to say to ppl all of them are FAKE and piss me off so why the fuck would i want to talk to them!!!!!!!!! so all holidays i havent seen them and im dreading going back to school next week which is why i wan to runaway but i have NO MONEY!!! NO JOB!!! so i cant. another reaosn why i want to runaway is because of my family my parents treat me like shit and so does my older sister!! they just BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING and i cant handle it i just wnana kill myself arghhH!!!!!!!!!! i just dont know what to do anymore…
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How to run away from home
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 "It was coo..and fun wit my boyfriend."
How I did it: Ive ran away four times..the first when i was 13 and didnt stop till i was 16. I am now 17yrs. old. The last time i ran away was wit my 19 yr. old boyfriend...i was gone for 7 months. The day before i was planning to run away i packed some clothes in my backpack and pretended to go to school. I only went to my first block class and told my boyfriend to pick me up. So then i cut and never came back...during that whole 7 months i never went to skoo or worked. Didnt have a job cuz i was scared people from the restaurants would call the cops and turn me in. There was a night when me and and my boyfriend stole a car cuz his car broke down on him and didnt have enough money to fix it... and drove it until we got pulled over one day b/c someone reported the car missing...( this was how i got caught ) and also b/c there was stolen bottles and there was weed in the car and plus the fact that i was a minor goin out wit a 19 yr. old. I got detained but my boyfriend got taken to jail and had to be in there for a year and a half. They didnt do anything to me except take me home. My parents just yelled at me...I dont regret doing this at all cuz i had fun. Lessons & tips:
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hey my name is asia im 16 and I live in Ga
I’m so over my life right i just can’t take the pain and stress anymore-just cant, seriously!
My dad ran both by sisters away and we live far away from family-so its hard for to jjust go to their house when i want to up and leave.The live way up North/
I just want to get away for awhile-time to myself. Please don’t be someone over 19 and some creepy person whos looking for young teens to prey on—because i know how to fight.
So if you want to go just email me ok.
lvlyasia@yahoo.com
