Stop running from relationships.

I was in a relationship with a wonderful, sucessfull, intelligent, affectionate man, and I recently broke up with him. All of my reasons seemed so rational at the time, but in hindsight, they were ridiculous. I have had a history of this behavior, but I thought it would be different with him. I even convinced myself that I wasn’t repeating my pattern before I broke up with him. I’ve stopped fooling myself, it’s obvious I have commitment/relationship issues. He is incredible enough to realize this and is giving me time to work my problems out on my own, and through sheer love, may give me another chance. I sprung it on him with absolutely no warning, and he didn’t deserve it. He has shown me nothing but love and support. I need to fix me and fast. I just have to find out how.

I have a bad habit of running from some relationships when I can’t have my way or when it looks like the person is getting to close. I run when I don’t want to give and work hard in the realtionship. I would like to become better at dealing with the the good and the bad in the relationship.