go back home

days feel like years..
I miss You!

i moved back home for good with my mom and sisters. things just didn’t work out.

My parents are in the military so we moved from America to England I miss America soooooooooooo much the American base in England is te closest thing to it we go back august 4th to new jersey new york (sightseeing) pensilvania(see my moms friend) ohio(family and our new house) indianna(annual family vaca) illiniose(family) on august 4th 2008 it will be only a few weeks away from living in england without going home for 2 years i’m gonna take pictures of everything

So i’m finall home with my fiance. and i missed him sooo much. we had our one year engagment anniversary yeasterday. it was beautiful. we went on a picnic and walked around and layed in the sun on a blanket and read a book. and took some photos of us. and it was just amaziing.

wow so you all know i’m home. it’s been crazy. i love beinghere with my family; but it reminds me of why i left home. lmao. i miss my fiance and fmy real home wayy to much to EVER stay here and throw it all away. i have realized and thought about many things while i have been here. i feel so much better. i feel like a different person. and when i return to my love i am ready to go head on forward in life – with nothing less than him by my side. [TOGETHER] we will move on and get a place together and be happy. i love him sooo much. :]

I came home yesterday. my mom andgrandmother came and picked me up. i’m home for the month to figure things out. :]

Well back in december I left my home and moved in with my fiancee. I left because I was fighting with my mom and sister all the time and it was horrible. But i left out of anger – i knowe i did. And now i’m just not happy here – i miss home soo much – my friends, family, old job- everything. I just want to go back home. It’s hard because I don’t want to lose my fiance completely, but it’s like my mommy always tells me ” if you love something let it go – if it comes back it was ment to be.” So I hope that helps… :[ I wanna just go back to clear my head and figure things out. what I want.

I want to visit my parents

I went back home this summer to the DRC after being in the US for nearly 17 years. I met relatives I’ve never seen before and I cultivated the love I have for my country. My country with its war and corruption and relentless dry season, is still my country. And though people called me American, I feel a deeper connection to a home. Its true, I am still confused about where exactly I am supposed to fit in, but at least I know where I’m form. I cannot wait to go back.

I have a strong character,I think.So,when I left my home far away to go university,I swear I won’t go back home until I succed in my career.I am meeting some trouble now,sometimes I really want give up,but I know I can’t.I am waiting for a new day,then I can come back home,give my family a better life.
In Chinese,there is an adage”身是异乡客,何日锦还乡”,though I am not very strong,but I will go on struggling.