strengthen my relationships with family and friends

and i will. it’s like my life mission for me now.

i think i pretty much started strengthen the relationship with my family, but you know, my mom will never satisfied, she’s such a control freak. but, if i’m intended to move out in 6 months, these 6 months i’ll have to make them feel a lot loved. one of my biggest priorities from now on.

what i’ve been through is very close to what my brother is being through too. of course he suffered a lot more, because he has that rare disease. anyway, i think if i can successfully change my life, i’ll be able to help him. i hope.

i can tell they’re a lot better now than a couple of years ago. but i really have a lot to do. as love is growing inside of me, i’m gonna be able to give them a little bit of love.

while i was trying to find myself and grow some self esteem inside of me i was realizing that all my family suffers of that. ok, actually almost every person in this world suffers of that, they just pretend they don’t. i still don’t know how to help them but i’ve noticed that atittudes are stronger than words. it doesn’t matter what i say to them as long as i live what i preach. so i’m trying to show them i found myself and by that i want to encourage them to do the same.

and that’s one of the biggest challenges, i must say. my family doesn’t show much love or caring. they’re nice, friendly but not too fan of affections. these are the things i’m gonna try out:

• help my mom more
• help my dad, show how much i love him
• try to analyze the things i’ve been through so i’ll be able to help my bro grow some self esteem
• invite my family to have lunch or dinner out, in a fine restaurant