March 19, 2012
My heart has been all over the place regarding this blanket. I think that I might be able to start working on it once again. I haven’t been able to since the last time I posted. It was the last time that the “guy” was living with me and was in contact with me. I don’t know if I should say this or not, but I haven’t heard from him in over 7 months. Part of me is relieved, but also sad, because I can see full that in all the time I was with him, it meant more to me then it did him. He moved on to woman that would fall for his games.
I am very glad that he is gone, yet the good memories, though they are few remain.
I will try to work on this project sometime this week if my heart feels up to it. I might need a bit more time to pass before I can work on this steadily. Remember it took me almost 3 years to finish my Camouflage blanket that I started when I was dating T. All the the heartfelt feelings has to die until only the good memories remain in order for me to continue without stopping.
It will just take time with this one. 14 months ago