get a pap smear

walk in clinic..waited ten minutes..
nice lady, She helped make me feel more comfortable. (about as comfortable as you can be with a woman putting a plastic tube into your vagina.)
Its not fun, But its short, so just do it..

kinda not happy that i had to make this compulsery health appointment a goal…Should just do it.

I should do this, I never have.

guhhh 3 more days. im terrified. but im more concerned about my health so im def. gunna do it.

i hate these..

Everything is clear and normal.

I finally had a pap smear this morning.

It got a little out of hand because of other issues she was dealing with that had absolutely nothing to do with my vajayjay, but I guess it was alright.

After she put in this tool, she said she was just trying to find my cervix.
I have no idea what a cervix is, but I’m going to look it up in just a second.

The nurse was completely non-judgemental when I was answering certain questions she was required to ask me.

But the actual Gyno lady… I don’t want to go to her again.
She sat there and practically ridiculed me and gave me a little Sex Ed. lecture about using a condom, not having sex with people I don’t know, blahblahlblah.

You can’t get all hokeypokey on someone just because they like sex better wtihout a condom.
And so what if someone has had a few one night stands.
That does not cater to who they are as a person.

So, I’m not going to go back to that frickin lady.

She also almost made Katy take off a whole day at work because of something she almost talked her into doing with me.

You’re a frickin carpet inspector, not a psychologist.

Know your area and don’t pretend to be something your not.
You don’t know my medical history just because you can see the future within my pussy.

Hell, right now I’m more comfortable trusting a garbage man with my health than this twat tickler.

wtf.

I’m not going back there, and it’d take a lot for me to ever have this done again.

One of my friends who is an ob-gyn told me to get these every other year as it’s okay since I’m healthy.

She called and left a message this morning.

I have an appointment set for September 12.

: )

My dad’s girlfriend is going to call her doctor and try to set up an appointment for me this week.

I’m really excited.

She also told me that gynos are more than just people who stick shiny things in your holes.
They are licensed to prescribe you medications.
Hers was the person who gave her a script for Lexapro.

And since not having health insurance is what’s holding me/us back from getting a decent doctor to help with my crap, this might turn out to be a packaged deal for me.

: )

Who knows, I’m just excited.