stay single forever

17 years old and I haven’t even had a boyfriend, never been kissed or hugged by a guy and oh I’m a virgin (duh!) What I hate is seeing all my friends with their boyfriends making out in front of me. Always asking me if I have a boyfriend. Stupidly enough I say I do have one so I can seem normal and fit in. I am so use to being alone I don’t care about guys anymore. They are full of crap anyway. Always with their lies,cheating and immature ways. Why bother setting yourself up for heartbreak? Screw that!

SO, I have never been in a relationship and I don’t mind not being. I’m not having crib midgets and I hate people, so being permanently single is my life long plan. People don’t believe me, but I’m dead serious. I will die alone.

I was in a relationship for 7 years and ended it last year. Now that I’m truly single…I really like my life! I tried to find dates, have friends hook me up and make an effort to meet guys, but when it didn’t happen, it didn’t at all take away from the fun I’ve had (and continue to have)! So, I weighed my options: TRY to make a relationship with someone else OR HAVE a relationship with myself. Being single forever became the easier option! Sure there are ups and downs, but that’s life anyway. And yeah, there will be those people that think you’re gay or lesbian, but they are the hardest ones to convince that you really like BEING SINGLE and you’re HAPPY that way. :shakes head:
I love being single and have no problem living out the rest of my life doing the things I love to do…

I felt very depressed both before and after making this decision but I have started to feel a lot better now. I am a lot happier with my life at the moment than I was a few weeks ago.

I now enjoy watching people being forced into doing things by their partners that they don’t want to do. The great thing is that I can do whatever I want.

The thing I hate most about being single is that people are constantly reminding me about it. They always ask me if I have a girlfriend and then seem to have a hard time understanding when I say no. I even get accused of being gay which is just not true. They are always telling me that they will set me up with someone even though I have shown that I am not interested. Luckily they are too lazy to deliver on their offers.

This week I got 3 in one day. First the receptionist at work asked me if I had a girlfriend. Next my boss offered to set me up with the new female employee. Then I was talking to someone I know and he asked me if maybe I should be thinking about getting a girlfriend because I am 23 now and normal people do that. The worst thing about it was he did it in front of someone else and made me feel like a real loser.

Every time someone reminds me like that it makes me feel depressed for the rest of the day. It happening 3 times a week like that is not unusual.

I feel like pretending to be gay so that they will stop asking me all the time. I am going to take a photo on my phone of the next guy who asks me why I’m single and go tell everyone that he is my boyfriend just to punish him for asking me.

After not completing my challenge to get a date in 3 months, I have decided to stay single forever.

This past week was my first week of being single forever. I felt too depressed to go to work but I managed to get there even if it was late. I left work early as well. Never having a relationship means I will never be normal and I will always be seen as something strange to other people. It makes me not feel like carrying on with life.

I’m considering taking this off now. But I’ll probably only do that once I become taken.

16 years and counting

that lastd long,not i now have a boy friend ahhhhhhh