be different

i am tired of being one of them….one of everyone else around me…living a predictable life…just like every one
i want out.
i am creating my own path from now…
no more comformity or mediocrity

i feel like i haven’t found the real me. tbh i’m like a bit of everything. i just want to stand out, want people to listen to me. i’m fed up of looking up to other people + being looked down on. i want to be looked up to. i honestly feel like a nobody. i want everyone to be themselves. even ‘fakes’ are something underneath, just can’t find it. i’ve been ‘emo’...but i can’t say i enjoyed it. music does play a big part in my life. i honestly couldn’t live without it. i’m just really confused.

i am against..
-wars.
-animal cruelty.
-living things being destroyed.
-judgemental people.
-fake/copiers.
-people being mean to others for who they are.

what do you think i am?

if you want to be different, you can easily be and if everybody acts and dresses different, then it doesn’t make us the same because your different than mine and everybody’s if different. i just think its fun to dress eccentric and all crazy because people notice you more and yeah, you think they”ll make fun of you (because some of the inseure ones will) but more people think its cool that somebody can be that comfortable dressing unusual and it actually inspires other people to be different. yeah, the insecure people laugh but its ok cause i feel bad for them:) long life simon doonan!!

i dont want to be the same

Today, I am really feeling this goal.

I feel like I’m caught up in the monotony that I call my life. I’m tired. No, I mean really tired. I’ve been going along the same little path for so long, I’m beginning to question whether or not I should be on this path. Am I supposed to be doing something different? If you are on the right path, is it supposed to feel like crap?

Questions, questions, questions with no answers. I understand that life will not be great all the time, but I cannot help but wonder what am I doing and where am I supposed to be?

I want to be different. Travel. Sing. Forget about pleasing people. Love myself. Not be afraid. Love someone else outside of my immediate family. Step outside of this sucking black hole. Love God without reservations. Forget about what they say. Think about what He says. Forget about mean comments. Think about beautiful compliments. Ignore the ignorant. Love the idiotic. Shed the stress. Embrace the truth. Love, love, love, love…

i don’t want to be someone that likes things, does things or wears things because “everyone else does”. i want to be unique in most ways. have my own personality, and style… being noticed isn’t my goal, it’s NOT being a clone.

Personality-wise, I am already very different. But I want to look different. I’m blond, short, blue eyes, I wear the same clothes as everyone else and look really plain. I wish something about me set me apart from everyone.

I’m up late, but I’m thinking about the important stuff.

I want to be different, but how? Just what God wants me to be and unafraid to live, unafraid to love me, unafraid to take care of me—to just be different.

So many people are wanting to be married and getting married around me. (we are at that age) I wouldn’t be human if it wasn’t effecting me, but what if that never happened for me? I want to be unafraid to be alone but to live anyway regardless of if I have a husband or not. Maybe it is more important to me right now to be different by being okay with my single status. By the way, it’s not a disease! But all of those stupid commercials that make you think that love is a click away almost announces that singleness is something to get rid of. I know I want someone, but I don’t want to be afraid to be alone or even trade my current happy but complicated state with a more complicated and depressing one. I just want to be different. I will not settle!

So tonight after these thoughts and two double shot lattes, I figure I’ll pray to God that He makes me different and help me to cope with whatever is in my future and these very present thoughts.

Being different from everyone is my top listed desire, so for that i always try and im successful in it.

I want to be different. There’s only one problem. Every dude and there dog does. How do I truly break away from the crowd? I think that the only way to do it is to be spontaneous. Never pass an opportunity. Don’t let your life pass you by because you get caught up in one person idea of what you should be doing with your time. It’s your life. I think its time people start living their lives instead of dreaming about them. Go on search. Find when your happiest and hold on to it as long as you bloody can. Because in this day and age happiness seems to be something we chase instead of grasp. So in my search to be different I find that what I want is not to be that different. I just want to be able to laugh, cry, dance in the rain, be myself, love, experience the unimaginable find my purpose, find a faith, love love love this life because you’ve only got one! Make the most of it and start today!