lose my virginity before i turn 21

I’m 17 now and I would like to make sure I achieve this.

In all my 20 years of life, I’ve only been in one relationship, and that lasted only a couple of weeks, since it was a long distance thing. Something I noticed was that she kept saying I was innocent, and other girls I’d been close to had said the same thing about me. I don’t know why to them being a virgin constitutes innocence, but I’d like to destroy this “innocence”. The reason this relationship ended was because of it (she was much much more experienced, but I didn’t mind), and it had been the reason other girls had turned me down.
I’ve decided that If I have not lost my virginity before I turn 21, or am not in a relationship(that’ll be the day), I’m going to pay for it. Now, If I am in a relationship. and it does not lead to marriage or is not consummated before it ends, then after I’m out of it I’ll pay for it.
So in all likelyhood, I’m gonna need to save up some money. What’s the average price for this kind of thing?

I grew up with the mentality that I wouldn’t have sex until after I was married. I had several relationships throughout high school and college, and saw every one of them fail. It was always the case that the girl I was dating was ready, but I was not—I was set in my ways and still held my virgin status at 20.

I had sex the day I graduated college, with someone who I’ve slept with (literally slept) countless times throughout our 5+ year friendship. It was expectedly awful, poorly executed sex due to inexperience—but I didn’t care. It was with someone I trusted I could be comfortable with, and once I gave myself to her the thought of “choosing the wrong person” for my first time went away.

I have been able to explore sex comfortably with girls ever since. Here’s to hoping that everyone who chooses to do this is happy with their decision.

Hehehe… Well I finally completed my journey.. Maybe because of the cheer i recieved two weeks ago because that is when it happened. I do believe it was worth it and It was with a friend of mine. Not necessarily a boyfriend but some of the meaning was there… Or not I was drunk but It’ll be ok cuz I still don’t regret it!

Ok it is so not like I can’t lose it I get offers I have huge boobs but like I freak out. See I am not scared but i’m like hahah don’t touch me cuz like all my boyfriends ask. I NEED SUPRISE sex! So me and my friend Charlotte decided we r just gonna lose it!