graduate on time

Though I want to finish and have this be my career… I can’t help but think of every other time I’ve gotten so close to a goal I’ve set, only to be defeated.

I can’t completely shut off that little voice that tells me over and over, “You’re just gonna fail, you can’t do this, you might as well quit.”

But, one year after beginning this “crazy” journey I’m on, I haven’t failed yet and I am trying so hard to make sure I never do.

I will be on probation next semester as I failed 12 credits last year.:[

very confident about this. My english class I plan on bringing in my report, rather than 5 pages i’ll make it 6. knowing that i slacked big time on it. than comes my weightlifting class. which is just pure pointless. but i only have to know basic parts of the body like bicep, tricep, etc…oh and run a mile. no problem. third is my german exam, which i’m going to take my sweet ass time on and really bust my ass. although im pretty confident about that one too. fourth is alebra 2 honors, i’ve been on check with my notebook . so no worries really there.knowing its a big part of the exam. & after speaking to him, i dont feel so worried about taking it. my fifth is ….to be honest idont even know what the name of the class is. we barely do shit. so that one is out of the way. ill be fine. & finally is musical theatre. i have to do an act and be a bitch. soooooo ill be as dramatic as i can just to get that damn good grade. besides that i couldnt be anymore excited. :]

it’ll happen [:

I just changed my major from International Relations to Biology. I’m freaking out. I really want to keep the biology, because I figured out I don’t want to go into politics anymore. I’d much rather spend my life doing something worth while…studying manta rays and stingrays. No matter what I do, I can’t seem to make my mother happy. She’s always freaking out about me not being able to get a job. And I’ve finally decided I don’t care. I need to do what makes me happy. So, here goes. I have to take organic chemistry this summer, and I’m absolutely terrified. Chemistry and I have never gotten along. This is going to take a lot of work, but I don’t want to have to pay the tuition for an extra year.

I am behind about 35 credits and am going into my junior year. i really want to graduate on time so i can walk with my friends so i am giving this a shot.

I have wasted the last 8 months of my education. going to college is safe and easy, i have made it through an accredited electrical engineering program by applying myself about 33%. I am so terrified of not getting a job or even hating the job i get after i graduate that i have basically tried to throw the game just so i can stay in this safe but miserable place a little longer. Money has run out and i can no longer continue to bullshit around…..its time to take care of business, get a career and start fresh. With a steady income and no worry of debt i will be able to find the things that i truly love and enjoy, i will never figure those things out as a poor and lazy college student.

im havng a lot of trouble making it to school
and dealing with certain teachers
only 29 credits left
my princpal says im on the verge of getting kickd out
not graduating this year
and i cant take my ged
its bullshit
i dnt no anymore
should just go on homeschool

Good for me!

I ended up switching my major and then I just kinda slowed down.. one more year in college is a good thing, even if my best friends aren’t there. This gives me one more year in the safety of school. It’s a good thing