The doesn't fit anywhere goal.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XJS58LzBhsw

Sorry about the quality…..

just discovered the year in review bit on my profile page….. managed to give away 13000 cheers this year….... given that the cheer fairy has been so stingy I am quite surprised by that.

Just logged into my hotmail account for the first time in many months….. possibly over a year, and found my first ever inheritance scam message from Togo.

tepid light
fades to black
thoughts that haunt
tumble back
buried deep
within bones
balanced on
sinking stones
twist and turn
rip to shreds
full of fear
bound by dread
puppet strings
tangled knots
once was known
now forgot

and want to be curled up on the sofa. I can’t concentrate, I can’t think, I am falling asleep and I have the most terrible headache. I feel so completely weighed down at the moment.

this morning to find one of my sofa cushions outside my bedroom door. That made the morning light up before it had begun. Walter has been really under the weather the last couple of weeks, been quite worried about him really…... but if he is rearranging my soft furnishings again he must be feeling much much better.

I am well and truly over them by 7pm on a Friday night and in deep despair by Saturday afternoon after becoming incredibly bored with the TV and having contemplating (and maybe even attempting) regaining my Playstation skills (or lack there of)........ This Friday is soooooooooo much worse, it marks the start of the summer holidays…..no work till 22nd January….. today I found myself volunteering to go in next week, it looks like I am over the summer break before it has even begun.

and I woke up 2 hours ago and I can’t get back to sleep. I am going around the bend.

Our outlook on life is a reflection of how much we love ourselves…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgbNymZ7vqY