help my brother with his problems

i failed at this, and continuing to

i finished reading a million little pieces. that book has changed my life whether for the better or the worse i’m ambivalent

his phone was off for days on end. i thought he was dead. he’s not.

been reading a million little pieces by james frey. cried within the first two pages and several times throughout. a must read for those with loved ones battling. or a must avoid. depends on your personal strength.

i made a piece of art using the letter i wrote to no one the night i found out about his problem. parelleled it with a large coca-cola sign and an overwhelming amount of red and white.
its very 2d but im planning on taking it to a sculptural level. a big piece that i can put in shows. i wont feel better till other people look at it and maybe get the hint.

i cant even write them here but i am the only one who knows. and i live 2,000 miles away.