kiss someone of the same sex

i wish i could forget, haha.
i will never get that drunk again.
& i did it so that some boy would shut up about it.

the crazy things we do.

We were playing what we called “homosexual chicken”. The aim of the game is to lean in to kiss each other and the first to turn away isn’t secure enough with their sexuality to go through with it.

Well I didn’t actually lose a game. One time we actually began to kiss then realised and both pushed each other away together. It was funny, but I definitely didn’t feel anything sexual.

i found out that kissing a guy (just out of curiosity) was just like kissing a girl that i had absolutely no interest in, heh.

still, it was definitely worth it, :1

oh, ps – i DiD like the feel of his beard on my face, heh.