trust more people

i’ve always had a problem trusting people.i’ve been lied to and decieved by so many people. it started when my first love cheated on me with another girl. it hurt a lot, but ya know i’m over it! buttttt just recently my best friend and boyfriend(ex-boyfriend now) were hooking up while we were going out. yes it was heart wrenching. i’m still really good friends with both of them (weird i know), but there is nothing to do but forgive.this is why i can’t trust anyone. this proves that even the closest people in your life can lie. yeah it basically makes you feel worthless and a piece of shit. i want to gain trust back for both of them and other people. but honestly, people don’t mean shit to me anymore unless you prove that you are honorable and a truly good person.