i hate him so fucking much he has no fucking life but screams when he wants.
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my dad just thinks im a complete mess, i go to college, get good grades and he still thinks im a fuck up. yeah so i drink. he has never really wanted me and has always told me that i was a mistake, he shouts at everything i do, then he wonders why i live mostly at a mates house. my brother sits on his arse all day does fuck all and got fuck all out of school and college but yet, my dad worships the ground he walks on.
my dad is a real twat. he is always going on about how i am lazy and a fuck-up. he walks in to the house after visiting friends, and picks up his laptop. then he tells me to make him a drink. he is one of the most well paid people in the country, earning over £150,000 a year, but compared to my friend i have fuck all. they all have iphones aswell as an ipod, and a apple mac. i have a £40 phone that is 3 years old. my ipod is one of the fist ones that came out. its about 3 years old aswell. my sister does fuck all, and i get better grades than her at school (all A and B grades), yet she has a better phone, the same ipod, and a £5000 horse. she has all the top horse gear, and my dad buys it all. My dad has an iphone, an apple mac, a supped up land rover worth £25000 and an audi r8 on order. at the same time he tells me i am spoilt and ask for too much. the only thing i ask for is one xbox 360 game a year. in front of friends my dad is really cool, and everyone likes him, but when friends aren’t there he is always angry. he demands respect even though he had an affair and messed up a few years of my family’s life. if i tell him how much of a twat he is he will chuck me out the house, and so when i just walk off during arguments he calls me a pussy and thinks he scares me and that he is hard. my mum is nice, and the only reason i dont kick his ass and burn his ex-girlfriends house down is because it would upset my mum.
The only reason i havent beaten his fucking faggot ass, is because i will get kicked out, i have no fucking place to stay. I swear to god if i had somewhere to stay, i would beat the fuck out of him till he bled out. This mother fucker makes my 15 year old brother watch our autistic little brother in the living room, and at the same time sits at the fucking computer playing fucking video games. He talks shit about him at the same time from THE FUCKING COMPUTER. And you know what? My brother is alot smaller then my faggot father, so he cant stand up for him self, but me on the other hand, im 17 years old, i Weigh in at 227 pounds, (I am not fat btw, Just a big mother fucker) Im 5’11, and i could so beat the fuck out of my faggot father. He gets in my face like i wont do shit, and we fucking cuss each other out, then he tells me to get the fuck out, and i call him a bitch pussy because he wont hit me, (If he hit me first, i would destroy his faggot ass) So then i end up having to stay at a friends house for a couple of days, and hell no i cant live at a friends house, not only would it not be fair to them but i wouldent feel right about it. Any way, guess what kind of door i have? NONE. This fucking faggot broke it down, when i wouldent come out, so i fucking pushed his faggot ass down, and he still wouldent hit me, mother fucking pussy. And its bull shit, i try to avoid this faggot all day, but because i have no door, i have to hear HIS FUCKING VOICE ALL DAY EVERYDAY, AND GUESS WHAT??? I AM HOME SCHOOLED, AND HIS FAGGOT ASS WORKS NIGHTS, SO I HAVE TO HEAR HIS FUCKING VOICE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME AND MY BROTHER ALL FUCKING DAY, YOU DONT RELIZE HOW HARD IT IS NOT TO FUCKING BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THIS FAGGOT, I WISH FOR HIS DEATH EVERY FUCKING DAY, I WISH HE WOULD GET IN A CAR ACCIDENT, OR GET LUNG CANCER FROM HIS FUCKING SMOKING, OR THAT SOMEBODY WOULD MUG HIM AND SHOOT HIM IN THE FACE. I hate that faggot so fucking much, My heart is just burning with hatred for that mother fucker. Speaking of my mother, She’s also a stupid bitch, MY PUSSY ASS DAD WILL BASICLY TELL ON MY TO MY MOM, SO THEN BOTH OF THEM WILL START CUSSING ME OUT, OOOHHH MY GOD THATS WHEN I FUCKING LOSE IT, I BROKE AN ENTIRE FUCKING WALL WHEN THAT SHIT HAPPENED, I CAN EVEN GET PICS OF IT IF WANTED. EVERY DAY I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF, AND PEOPLE ALWAYS ASK ME WHY I AM SO ANGRY EVERYDAY, AND I TELL THEM BECAUSE MY FAGGOT ASS DAD. HE MAKES MY LIFE TO FULL OF FUCKING HATE, AND I HATE WHEN STARTS TALKING ABOUT HOW HE BOUGHT ME A BUNCH OF SHIT, WHICH NONE OF MY FUCKING PARENTS DID, AND IM NOT COMPLAINING ABOUT THAT BECAUSE ALLS I NEED IS MY GUITAR, AND I BOUGHT THAT WITH MY OWN HARD EARNED MONEY. If he just died, i would be the happiest kid on the block, im tired of dealing with that faggot, and im so glad that im just a year from being 18, so then i can join the military, and come out a fucking better person then that faggot could ever be. WILL I STILL BE A PIECE OF SHIT DAD??? WILL YOU STILL TRY TO CUSS ME OUT WHEN I COME OUT OF THE MILITARY? I CAN FUCK YOU UP RIGHT NOW, BUT IMAGINE THE KIND OF SHIT I WILL BE CAPABLE OF AFTER THE MILITARY MOTHER FUCKER. FUCK MY FAGGOT ASS DAD I WISH HE WAS DEAD.
WELL MY DAD FUCKING ALWAYS SHOUTS AT ME EVERYDAY AND SWEARS AT ME NON STOP TELLS OTHER PEOPLE TO HATE ME HITS ME HE HITS MY MUM AND HE STARTED HITTING ME WHEN I WAS ONLY LIKE FUCKING 5 THAT ASSHOLE AND HE ARGUES WITH MY MUM AND SWEARS AT HER RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME AND SOMETIMES TALKS ABOUT ME TO MY NEPHEW SAYING IM AN IDIOT AND I DONT KNOW ANYTHING AND WHEN HE WAS MY AGE HE NEW EVERYTHING YEH RIGHT.. AND I GET LIKE FUCKING A+ AND SHIT AND FUCK I DO WELL IN ALL THIS SHIT AND NOT ONCE HAS HE FUCKING REWARDED ME HELL NOT EVEN ON MY BIRTHDAY .. FUCK. I DONT EVEN GET A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HE NEVER LETS ME PLAY GAMES HE STARTS SWEARING AT ME AND MAKING ME CRY AND WONT LET MY MUM WORK PLUS HE WONT EVEN GIVE HER THE MONEY TO SPEND AND FUCK FORCES ME TO EAT WHEN IM NOT HUNGRY OTHERWISE YOU GUESSED IT SWEARS AT ME THE LAST TIME HE BOUGHT ME A PRESENT WAS WHEN I WAS LIKE FUCKING 9 AND TODAY I SAID I NEEDED A NEW EXTERNAL HARDRIVE AND HE SAYS WHY DO I ALWAYS BUY SHIT WHEN I DONT EVEN USE MY COMPUTER FOR WORK AND THE LAST TIME I BOUGHT ONE WAS 5 YEARS AGO WHAT THE FUCK!! AND ALWAYS CALLS ME TO FUCKING DO STUFF FOR HIM LIKE CALL PEOPLE AND WHEN I DONT SAY SOMETHING HE WANTS ME TO SAY WHICH HE DOESNT TELL ME WHAT HE WANTS ME TO SAY SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY HE SWEARS AT ME AND SAYS IM SO FUCKING DUMB WHAT THE FUCK!! AND LAST TIME I WROTE THIS SHIT IN MY DIARY AND THE OLD FUCK READ IT AND STARTED CRYING SAYING WHY DO I WANT HIM TO DAY IM LIKE OHHH FUCK ME HOW CAN HE NOT REALISED WHAT HE HAS DONE TO ME HES A BITCH AND HE RIPPED MY PLAYSCHOOL PHOTO WHEN I WAS LIKE 5 CUZ HE GOT ANGRY AT ME I MEAN WHAT KIND OF FUCKED UP BITCH DOES THAT AND ALSO WHEN HE IS ANGRY AT MY MUM HE FUCKING IS AUTOMATICALLY ANGRY AT ME HE ALSO THREATENS TO POISON MY MUMS FAMILY AND FUCK WHEN I DO MY TAKEWONDO TRAINING AND DO SOMETHING WRONG HE JUST SITS THERE AND LAUGH AT ME FUCK MAN HE FUCKED MY LIFE SO BAD WITH HIS CONSTANT SWEARING AND NOW HE MADE ME LIKE THIS AND I ALWAYS SWEAR AT ME MUM AND IM SO SORRY FOR THAT
WELL THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO TO HIM I WANT TO WHEN HE IS SLEEPING FUCKING TAKE A HAMMER AND SMASH HES FUCKED UP FACE I WANT TO FUCKING STAB HIM AND I JUST WANT TO FUCKING PUNCH HIM SOMETIMES AND I WANT TO FUCKING STAB HIM AND HIRE A HIT MAN TO FUCKING SNIPE HIM AND I WANT TO POOR ACID ALL OVER HIS FACE SO IT TURNS INTO A FUCKING PIG
THE END THANKS FOR READING
My dad is the stupidist of all dads. He thinks everyone is adults so everyone in my family does HIS work instead of him. Instead he just wacthes tv all day and says i do nothing. Well look who’s talking! Please someone find my dad and kill him. But there’s ALOT more…
I wish that he can see this I hate him he’s fuckin’ asshole he’s bitch where’s his duties tO me, this ass is look like shit always yelling at me do you know how old am I ??!! I’m fucking 19 years old he yelling at me he don’t want me to have fun with my friends he wants me to work work & fucking work all my fuckin’ life I wish that I live in the U.S to put him in the jail this basterd I HATE YOU ASSHOLE ….
I don’t wanna see ya again u basterd
I CAN’T STAND THIS HELP !!!!!!
My dad is probably the worst dad in the history of ever. He hits me, hits me more, hits me even more, hits my mother for the most stupidest reasons like “Oh theres no more fags in this box?
?!?” or “Oh why the hell is there no sugar!!!” He is the most retarded bastard. I am a straight A- student in my school, and he says im stupid. He has no job but takes all my mothers money and spends it on shit. I FUCKING HATE HIM I HOPE HE DIES IN A FIRE (Or…) He learns to be a good dad, And doesn’t fucking hit me for stupid things. This is him when i grabbed a 20kg weight on his arm
my dad is the fagiest most imature peice of shit i’v ever seen he naver gets me any thing i want he dose not suport me he always says to me “Hey fat boy”. i want to kill him so much. i sware i dont think he’s gone a day with not yelling at me, make me kry, make me take all of my anger on my sweet mom or making me sad. when i made a project he said i had to cut PERFECT LINES OF ELSE ( or else usually means he will what he sais beat you what kind of retard father sais that) he is always touching me in private spots wich is my ass or my belly (i know belly is not so private but he makes it sownd like it is he sais let my feel your belly!!!! is their not any thing wrong with that???) when i went to wallmart he ussually puts the sodas for his rsteraunt Pings place one day he yells at me for not helping him even though i asked him if i could help him and he yelled at me HE IS A RETARDED PEICE OF SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to kill his sooooooooo much god please kill his i know its not right but i trully thunk he is the devil of hell ant the underworld


