be creative

Poetry just comes out for me I think I’m bad at it but its how I express my feelings. I can also make poems for other peoples feelings with them just explaining to me how they feel. I don’t know I would like to be able to be amazing I would to be able to create something everyone would like to use. I would like to create something thats fun and enjoyable.

Here Is a poem I’ve written I just wish things could be as easy as the words I can write.

Oh my dear jami how can this ever be
I’ve fallen in love with you, just so swiftly

when I sit here alone, no one by my side.
I think about you and the things we’ll do.

stop for a moment and listen to what I say
when I walk up to you on that one single day.

there will be no lies, I’ll stare right into your beautiful eyes

blue as the ocean could ever be
just like in the sky we see
A love so passionate and great
for that moment I could never hate

understand the things you make me want to do
its for all the love that I have for you

the feelings you give me, all this passion to see

Oh Jami I want you to always be mine
I’m thinkin of you 24/7 all the time

These feelings you give me just feel so right
can’t wait to be together every single night

I’ll hold you just so close to me
making you feel better then ever could be

You give me a feeling so unbelievable
just so amazing and wonderful

A girl like you what am I supposed to say
I love you so much more each and everyday
Your my one and only girl i want to have
The one and only one that needs to last

I want you so bad here with me
I love you so much I’m happy
I just don’t understand this

I love you Jami with all my heart your the best
my love for you is all that i can contest
be with me for the rest of my life
be the one and only my wife

i want to be creative, innovative and make something i can call my own. i have no ideas i have nothing and everyone that i surrond my self with is creative and has these amazing ideas for the future and for life and i have nothing. i want to think like an atrist.

Could be my environment.

Time to liven things up a bit.

Writtens poems and short stories. :D

As the world is going I seem less motivated to do anything. It seems to all mean nothing,because the bottem line is money. However I still get my creative ideas and I either write them down or record them.I currently have to work two jobs to pay rent and for my bills and I don’t by any means live large.

By this time in my life I should be able to work part-time and persue my creative endevours without fear of being homeless.

My sketching skill is poor but lately I find simple sketching with sign pen and then a bit of watercolors looks fun. And I see that some ppl doing this for their journals. This sounds an interesting idea, not everything the ppl drew are anything extraordinary, but at least they find something they feel worth to paint and write down. So I guess this is a good practise to find inspiration adn be more creative. At the same time, it maybe of use to improve my sketching skill too.

{oops, need to cut my nails, I type slower and keep making typos}

make something, anything!! Show what I can do…

without social judgement.

I’m reading “The Artist’s Way” and am in week 3. The work required hasn’t taken long and has been revealing. It’s true that everyone is creative. It’s just that we have to get “unblocked”. So, I’m writing everyday and I drew today for the first time in years!

I believe im creative i just dont excercise it