learn how to love myself

u tell me!

i’m my worse enemy i don’t anything about me!!!!!!!!!!

why is it so easy sometimes to accept and love others for who they are, yet constantly critique yourself. Others walk all over you and only lead to feel worse. whether it be my upbringing or merely low self esteem, I’ve always been the one to put others first. I allow myself to be stepped on because no matter how deeply it hurt me, I felt a compelling sense of empathy to never hurt anyone the way I always got hurt.

turns out empathy is overrated. I struggle daily with it. a blessing because i will always have an open mind and view both sides of any story…a curse because I would let my memories of very bad experiences in the past and my sense of empathy determine how I felt, because by making the choice to put others feelings before my own-i could never win and it only worsened my sense of self.

I love me for me. The people in my life who have walked away from me or hurt me deeply made the choice to lose something great. I can’t go back and force them to see it, just as I can’t force anyone I meet now to see it. but I can make the choice to recognize those who would not fully appreciate me…and walk away. and that’s good stuff : )

“Love yourself and everything else will fall into place”
Lucille Ball

It’s easy once you allow yourself to get down to what really matters and love that part of yourself that maybe no one cares about but you,....your like your own private congratulatory commititee…with free will, bliss bias, and the SINGLE MOST IMPORTANT feeling IS that WHAT YOU DO AND WHO YOU ARE.. matters to most is…TAKE A GUESS…thats right YOU!
NOT BAD THINKING FOR A MIDDLE AGE UNPUBLISHED POET LIKE ME!!!!

I always thought i was worth what i was worth. Yet i realized that i didnt care enough about my needs and wants! Every one was first but me! Until i realized that i need to meet my needs. And when i decided to change people around me said i changed and put me away of their lifes. The lesson is when u give too much u r the loser. However this made me stronger and i want to make this change. It will take time but if i want something ill do it! Positive thinking will bring me to where i want!

I used to feel so beautiful… I could walk with confidence and feelin’ sure of myself… but nowadays I feel broken.. I still don’t know what to do.. I don’t know where to start.. i need to gain the confidence back…

i never will i hate to much

I know that many people dont love who they are. I am one of them. I hate the way i look and the way I am put together. I need to be thankful that I have a place in this earth and Start to love what god gave me….