Went home at xmas to find my dad iller then i rememebred and I felt shaken. Talking about the future and whats going to happen so openly was a first and tho i knew all this i was still shaken.
Also realsied ive stopped ringing home and my mum feels i dont care about her and cant be bothered. When she does so much and has given so much up for me and now to look after my dad really think ive been stupid.
Am going to ring her more and speak to her and will try and go home. Its hard to do everythign and time management has been difficult. Also as not finging degree easy i need to work more then i did in first year however mustn’t froget how improtnat my family r to me.


