violetfairie Gaining wisdom everyday!
Whoo boy! This is a battle and a half. I have a very looong fuse when it comes to anger. Yet when I blow- I blow. I mean, “Katy bar the door” blow…It’s like my brain completely shuts off and I become unwound. The venom that pours out of my lips would kill on contact if it took any of the forms of matter. I had something that really set me off recently. I was talking to a couple of friends about it and the nasty things I said about other people that I was angry with even bothered me. Then I worry about if someone will open their mouth and say something to others. Then I feel guilty and paranoid at the same time. I do have a tendency to verbally firebomb people. The bad thing is innocent people get hurt, whether I meant to hurt them or not. Well, I guess if I don’t want it repeated, I shouldn’t say it.
