stop worrying

When I have so much time on my hands and have nothing to do, that’s what happens. I tend to think too much. I have an interview coming up, and I’m actually really confident about. School and Work. Top priorities.

I don’t know what to do with my life at all. I can just see myself going through the motions of it and just forever being malcontent. I don’t think I’ll ever find something that can make me feel better.. ugh.

I worry about finishing high school constantly, since I am home schooled, I worry a lot about it even though I know I shouldn’t worry so much.

I seem to stress about everything and I am not sure how to stop.

now that i got my boyfriend. he told me he slept with 3 girls. it hurt me to death. cause i was already in love with him. so i couldnt leave him. if ur suprised, well these r things u do to risk if ur in love. anywayz i cant stop worrying that his out there doing his dirt. he tells me to not worry n trust him. im tryna but its not easy when someone hurts u this way.

I’ve changed my mindset, and am not worrying.

Yesterday we were stranded with some friends on a boat. BOTH the main motor and the back-up motor wouldn’t work. I sat there and enjoyed myself, wondering if we’d have to dock somewhere and camp out. We were near a scary scooby doo haunted hydro building. I wish we had to camp there! What an adventure that would have been.

Instead, we hailed down some boater, who towed us to town.

I didn’t worry once though.

i worry about what people say about me, if i meet people they will have heard something about me or heard stories about me. I just want to stop worrying about it all

I worry the most about my future. I worry that I won’t be able to get a good job or be respected. I worry that I won’t have enough money to live on. I’ve been doing this for so long that I don’t know how to stop it.

I’ve suffered from anxiety disorder and depression since i was 13, theres not a definiat reason why this happened to me but bullying from family members and school.. and my parents splitting up might have something to do with it
It sucks hardcore, no amount of medication or psycotherapy has completely “cured” me, i still worry about every possible thing every day, i’m really negative and i am really trying my very hardest to try to be positive. I wish Everyone good luck with overcoming their anxiety and worry. x

I know I worry sometimes when I shouldn’t but for me it’s hard to know where the line is. For example, my two cats are very curious about the outdoors and love to look out windows so when you go in or out of the house you have to be careful. My boyfriend thinks that I’m a freak because I want to be home when we have people over because I know that I’m the only one that will make sure that they accidentally don’t get out. Any comments on this?