marry Christopher

chris and i have known each other for over 7 years now…he was my first love and i could honestly say he is the love of my life…he has since met someone else and married them but my heart has always known that him and i were meant to be and that life would bring us back together…
he always tells me he will always love me

i know it’s a matter of time before his heart wins over his brain…his guilt keeps him from leaving this woman and being with me.

i wish her no ill will just a life with someone other that the man i fell in love with and have loved since i was 16 years old.

He’s not a fellow English student like myself, but a philospher :P So we’re always having these long (and sometimes, seemingly endless) debates about life and the exhistance of God etc… They can get a bot tedious for those around us, but it keeps the fire going, as we’re talking (wel…arguing) about things we feel passionate about, and it’s a wonderful way of learning and enriching our knowledge.

Anyway, enough about that. Chris is in the same year as me (both in our penultimate year at York) we first met in the open day at our university, and we sparked up a conversation and as well swapping emails with some of the professors there, we also swapped contacts with each other. From then on we steadily started conversing with each other via msn, email, phone. And we even set up a few dates. And it’s all gone from there really…

We’ve been going out for nearly just over 3 years now, and despite the few religious arguments everything’s been well. We moved in with each other two years ago, and thankfully our living habits haven’t drove each other away :P

We have talked about marrigae before, but we’ve both decided that we want to get our prfessional lives started first, thus creating some stability in our lives before we do anything drastic, like having a hideously expensive wedding in some English castle…I don’t know…

We’re engaged!

Officially. With a ring. And yay.