be happy in life

Im just a simple person a contented woman, blessed with a wonderful husband and a beautiful daughter. My husband is working in middle east so that he can give us a better life, but I really want him to be with us. So I’m hoping for the time to come that he don’t even need to go miles away to work.

So I’ve been dating this guy for 3 years and we were engaged, and I called it off. He’s really sweet, but I don’t know. I care about him A LOT and I do love him, but I’m really not in love with him anymore. We are getting along much better now, but I think it’s just cause we choose to just be. We’ve talked about marriage again, and we’ve decided we don’t want to get married if it’s going to cause all the issues it did. And he could care less to get married ever now, thanks to me. But I think I do want to get married eventually. I just don’t think to him. I’m so young still and I want to play the field and enjoy MY life. I feel so selfish though. I don’t know. I was asked the other day if I was happy and I said “It’s not that I’m not happy, because I am. But I’m happy because of everything else in my life. I have a great job, great family, and I’m happy with myself. He doesn’t really have much to do with my happiness.” So.. here I stand. I want to leave but I don’t feel like I have a legite excuse or reason. And it wouldn’t bother me either way really. I’m done rambling.. thanks.

I just want happiness that lasts forever, being content and excepting who I am and finding someone that will do the same.

I want to be happy with my life now and forget the past. The me now is better then the me last year and back then. I want real friends! I want a best girl mate I can turn to! I have a fantastic boyfriend and family that support me and I Love with all my heart.

I want to be with someone tha I love and loves me back, I don’t need someone with money cause money doesn’t make a person happy!

I want to be fully happy, not expect more or expect less out of life all the time. It’s great to want great things for your life BUT we should also be happy with what we have now….I have: 2 beautiful kids, an awesome family, great friends, good health, a great job, house, car, etc….what else do i need? I am very lucky for what I have, some people out there have a lot less. So I’m going to stop wishing for more and just be happy for everyday of my life that I do have these things. Live life one day at a time. BE HAPPY!