Stop being such a pushover

i tell everyone how much i dont give in to pressure, but i never realized that my weakness for being other peoples problem solver is in fact giving in to pressure. Everyone knows to come To me for money when even i’m low on cash, everyone knows that i wont mind running a- bazzilon arrands for them, i give up so much, and whats sucks most is that all of my friends are indian givers, so what little i get back, is taken away again, ANd of course their liars.”oh , of course i’ll pay you back”, ” Thanks so much, i’ll make it up to you”—-—How Much I Love My Friends!!!-—then it hit me, i need to learn how to fight! (since saying “no” Doesnt even work now-adays-for example, there wouldnt be such a high population today if people could say the “n” word now & then)So im Guessing my only chance at getting even for all i’ve lost is to…BEAT THE SNOT OUT OF ALL OF MY BUDDIES, and then, maybe i’ll feel better about being a un- curable push-over!( that or i’ll get my stuff back from those “buddies” of mine) HE-HE

if only i could stand up for my self and start yelling back insead of letting people walk all over me, if someone gets in my face i want to be able to slap it out of the way..mhhmm bitch!